Fighter

这一年像是做梦一样，失去了人生的目标，不知道自己想要什么，甚至不止一次地感到有些绝望。有时会觉得似乎往哪个方向走都是灰蒙蒙的，一样没有什么意思。人生不如意之事十之八九，或许是真的。长辈们教育我说这不可怕，很多人都曾经历，我并不是一个特例，可我似乎还是没有清醒过来......
也看些成功人士的履历传记，会发现那些芸芸众生的佼佼者，无一不是遭受了比常人更多的磨难与困苦，然而内心的理想、意志与毅力始终如一盏明灯，于昏暗中指明方向。
记得Hilary Swank吗？the boxer in Million dollar baby!

She's a fighter in real life. She fights for her dream all the time and she is really down to earth. She said :" As in life, your mind can be the hugest obstacle or tool, depending on how you choose to use it. And I find that a lot of people who are successful in life say, 'I can do this, and I will do this.' Their minds don't get in their way; whereas people who wake up and say, 'Oh, I can't,' their mind is in their way, and it's going to stop them from doing what they need to do to achieve their dream."

为什么总是无法静下心来勤勤恳恳的做事，整日胡思乱想，空耗生命？终究，对自己的事业缺乏坚持下去的决心，总是踌躇犹豫，迟迟不动，任其蹉跎！！！“业精于勤荒于嬉，行成于思毁于随”都抛于脑后了！老板还特意打电话过来宽慰我，好感动...... 你怎么这么不争气，对得起那些关心你的师长亲朋吗，你忍心让他们失望吗？
醒醒吧，坚定自己的理想信念： 我一定可以成为一个优秀的科研工作者的！down to earth，让自己做一个充实的、积极的、好学的、不断进步的人！